The question is why?

The question is why?

I could change all that I am into with a decision that I make, but the question is will it be the right decision that I make? The answer is I won’t know until I go

Things in my head can be true and otherwise in reality but the question is will it ever get outside my head?

I could stay here trapped for the rest of my life, the question is will I learn how to trust my decisions?

I could tell myself a story where everyone around me is a nice person but the question is until when?

I could make multiple mistakes and expect to learn better from them but the question is what if I don’t?

I may preach myself self love and positive attitude but the question is what about the time when I am exhausted?

I may cut off from people who do not add value to me in anyway but the question is if our very survival depends on people how will I stay without helping them?

I could have felt so much otherwise today but I chose to feel this way today , the question is why?