The Love for Anxiety 😉✔

Ever fallen in love with the following things??

Travelling alone, being alone, and being on my own is what makes me feel better, seems like being around people isn’t my thing anymore, music no more sounds melodious, I want silence, I want love, or maybe not, I am becoming shallow, no that’s not okay, there was a time when I wanted to hold people together, be with them all the time, make them happy I still want to do that, but I guess that is no more a big part of me, tinnier with time, I have become a version of myself I never wanted or thought I would be, I met this man around in metro the other day and on my face he said “you seem to have lots of people wanting you, act like loving you, making you feel wanted, but you are being unshakable which Is a good thing but my lady be stamped, be someone’s, the world isn’t gonna treat you right!

People love physically and not emotionally, you are a woman who gets intimidated by someone whose confidence shoots yours, someone who has the thing to make you quiet while you are an intelligent woman, but that isn’t nice for you, a strong woman needs a man that can outwit her, but that isn’t good for her, because the charm that he holds would pull another one just like you are being pulled towards him, if you don’t get labelled or stamped of being someone’s, your character would be a question in the view of the world (this hit weird).”

To be honest I was listening to him very quietly but then I was also thinking maybe he is correct, maybe I have changed a lot in being a sensitive warm me, where people think I don’t draw a line, when I be talking, or treating them sweetly, I have traveled way past to the things like relationships I cannot love, not that I never did I just can’t, maybe I am letting my past blackmail me right now, but I am a karma and destiny believer and when the time and things would be right, or maybe this is destiny, few people are born to be misjudged or not understood, they are born to be a mystery but what is the point of you being a mystery when you cannot be solved, if you were supposed to be an unsolved mystery you would have been on some island undiscovered creature, no one would have ever known your existence, people say not everyone is supposed to know everything about you, but at least they should know the real you, the you that let them know you won’t commit suicide over a small thing or the you that isn’t shallow, why do few people believe hiding is sexy? Of course I am not asking people to be naked, but embracing and being honest with the real you is so beautiful and light at heart, I would have never had to pretend to act arrogant because I am pretty, or intelligent or a smart entrepreneur or an engineer, how beautiful would the world be when people understand they don’t get wiser when they be little people, that makes them shallow and stupid, and I have read a lot in lots of people’s death story or coming back to life from “watching the death from near” thing, they always mentioned that they see their life, all the beautiful things, the times they have made people happier or the times they smiled be it the smallest thing, they never thought of how much they earned economically, they thought how much did they lose while being the stupid double standard human, I know life is about perspectives & past learning but doesn’t all of this seem so easy, just to be and breathe?

Why would you care for what people have to say, or how much would that matter?

We want, need & run behind things that are so expensive and would make us rub our ass off, and we don’t want simple free things like love, simple happiness, we don’t care for a simple smile, all of it’s seems so much where in it is a simple thing, we love complex, we love experiencing anxiety, we are damn weird humans and then we pray for a simple life!

You are the in charge, Be you ❤ #ABetterEveryDay