Moments live by

Moments live by..

I live in a dilemma today and I know so do you, life is moving at its own pace in its own way where nothing makes sense.

2minutes of loneliness flashes your entire life before you and no matter how upset you have been with things you miss all that was important to you at once. Your parents who no longer are around much, your first ever love that made so much sense to you, your friendships that meant larger than life. Did my life just get tough or I am just acknowledging all of this because it is now a little rough?

I used to win the world with a smile and a great statement now I am sceptical about the possibilities. I sometimes feel that I was fearless when I was younger but now I also realise that I was ignorant since I didn’t know the world better. Growing up messes it all for all of us, it doesn’t let us stay the way that would make us happy and for the kinds of morale based human I have worked myself to be I refuse to stay otherwise. For me intergrity comes before happiness and things are just multiplied by tougher times but I think now its time to practice self love and boost my self esteem. Now is the time to win the world over, fall in love and stay there all over again maybe, acknowledge how much I lovemy family, acceptmy weaknesses, admire, prioritise and chill.

I now understand the importance of prioritizing and since our very survival depends on people I acknowledge that work alone won’t do the magic we all need alot more than just that. Imagine being in a golden cage and not experiencing sunlight, a great forehead kiss , someone sharing their food, life or just a smile with you and so much more its the speed of the light that moments change and I don’t want to only pick the ones that help my work grow.