Clingy Virtue ! I know why you are tired!!!

Post puberty, We have raised ourselves with a thought process and not the actual learning.

If my thought process fits it in my logic bubble I am going to follow it to become the person that in my thoughts I believe i should be.

So if I accept a logic that being heartless makes us less vulnerable, a lot less hurt and a life in balanced motion, I believe this exactly the way I want to behave!! This is exactly the kind of person that I want to become.

While I follow my logic to be this person and actually be at peace I am letting go off all the offerings that life has for me right now!

I can just control the way I behave I cannot control the way things around me behave what I am trying to tell you is that I may stick to be heartless but I will come across something that will incline me towards being a person with a big heart.

We as humans have evolved and when I stick to a thought process I will never be able to embrace all the evolution and il be tired!

We have been doing so, whenever someone has been mean to me I have been a mean person in return and thought to myself oh I am not that person! What i fail to understand is that I didn’t wakeup this morning to be mean to anyone but if they want it up give it then why not good emotions?

I decided il never fall in love and I haven’t but every once in a while someone comes across and I am all over like why can’t I fall in love but I am again at a spot where I stick to the person from the thought.

I have failed and eventually unrecognized how life is to be embraced, how we are going to evolve, we want change in salary, designation, change for our people, change for everything but when it comes to me, I am just not person?

I want to live in a bowl and swim all alone failing to realize it’s a glass bowl and things can be embraced and learnt and eventually I shall be a better person.

Let’s be more accepting!!!