And today I lost half a soul that I carried!

And today I lost my best friend, it’s a pity that due to my work commits I couldn’t even see him for the last time before he started his after life journey!

I lost a huge part of my soul today, I lost a person who taught me so many things but most importantly someone who taught me how important staying happy in life is!

Someone who told me that even if daddy has passed away, he has got my back and that I should never hesitate in doing whatever I feel is right!

Someone who often pushed me to try new things, made sure I got everything that I ever spoke of in front of him.

Someone who said made fun of my sex life and often said you must eat and get fat because you would never get laid with that crazy mouth.

Blood cancer took away a person who partially filled the vaccum that my dad left after passing away due to cancer.

Ofcourse he will forever stay in our hearts, and with each breath that I take I shall count each thing that he ever thought of, each thing he taught me and that “Life ko jitna easy rakho utni easy rehti hai” Abhi nind aarahi hai soja, subah uthegi tab jo mann karega woh krna”

He loved all of us too, he tried his best to be here but this is all that he could manage. He pushed his limits and here we are where he has divided his pain to multiple people now and is at a better place now!

I have tried being so strong most of the times but for the first time in years, I want to yell and say that I am not fine.